写这篇文章之前，我要先表达我的感谢之情，感谢戒色吧，感谢飞翔大哥，感谢义工们的默默付出。感谢之情无以言表，我会努力向飞翔大哥以及师兄们学习，让自己努力变得更优秀，去帮助更多的人，去回报社会！
到今天我戒色了两个月，没有破戒，不是以前的那种强戒，是每天都大量学习戒色文章，发自内心地戒色，我真的发自肺腑地想说，“戒色的感觉真的太好了”，内心光明磊落！这种感觉我已经十多年没有过了！这短短的两个月，好像重新活了一次，可能没有经历过的人觉得我说得可能夸张了，但完全不是夸张！下面来说一下我的经历。
我是在小学就染上了手淫，但是那时候小，不太懂，初中以后一次洗澡，自己无师自通地学会了万恶的手淫，从此我的人生毫不夸张地说跌进了深渊！记得小学三四年级的时候挺活泼开朗，自从知道了邪淫并且染上了手淫以后，我的性格突变，变成了极度的内向！
连畜生都不如，现在真的特别惭愧，成绩也由班级上等慢慢地成了下等，就这样考入了一个不太好的高中，上了高中以后我还在手淫！真的想打醒那时候的自己。那时候已经被邪淫蒙蔽了，满脑子只有万恶的邪淫，那段时间人也变得特别的自卑，怕人，内向，也有同学在背后议论我，我也只是自卑地承受着。
高三的时候，学习压力大，手淫有所减轻，人好了一点，遇到了我的初恋，她是一位特别好的姑娘，和她在一起的那段时间真的是特别美好。由于寒假又大量地手淫，人又变得极度自卑，自私，与她就分手了，现在想想真的太对不起她了，如果不是邪淫，我……，以后的很多次梦中都会梦到她。
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